I now see who I am as a gift to help liberate others.
Determined to get better, I picked myself up and got sober in July 2014.
This constant opposition, along with my own struggle with the sexual trauma of my past, eventually lead me into depression from shame and guilt, and eventually, near fatal alcoholism.
During that time I found a way to lift my self worth and give my children a life they deserved.
Although I left the industry in 2006 and launched into corporate America, along the way I was met with much opposition from my past as an exotic dancer.
We do not need to hide our genuine selves any more! No bbj No bare No greek No cops No pimps I prefer older gentlemen no thugs nerdy guys preferred I like to game smoke chat and vibe donations are for time only donations are firm! I used to hide my kinks, fetishes and interests because mainstream society prefers them in the shadow.
Knowing that the harsh opinion from others, and myself, nearly drove me to fatal self destruction, I learned how to confidently push societal and religious rules on self love for the feminine and masculine.